Monday, April 09, 2001

My friends and enemies think they know me but they dont... They think that im a sarcastic, annoying, son of a bitch and they think that i have no feelings, that i dont care what they say to me or do to me, but the real truth is that there are times i dont wanna joke around and theyll know and wont talk to me but there are some assholes out there (and you know who the hell you are) that dont care and keep there routine of lowering my popularity and my dignity. Its sad but its the real me and if you somehow find this site know who the hell i am i dont want you to tell anyone because theyll feel even more sorry for me and and pity me and i dont want that, i dont deserve that special fucking treatment!! So for you sons of bitches who think that Henry Cruz has no feelings then you are sure as hell wrong and ill see you in hell if you treat me like shit you bastards!!!!!
My friends and enemies think they know me but they dont... They think that im a sarcastic, annoying, son of a bitch and they think that i have no feelings, that i dont care what they say to me or do to me, but the real truth is that there are times i dont wanna joke around and theyll know and wont talk to me but there are some assholes out there (and you know who the hell you are) that dont care and keep there routine of lowering my popularity and my dignity. Well i just wanna say that what i do at school is nothing but an act, its sad but its the real me and if you somehow find this site know who the hell i am i dont want you to tell anyone because theyll feel even more sorry for me and and pity me and i dont want that, i dont deserve that special fucking treatment!! So for you sons of bitches who think that Henry Cruz has no feelings then you are sure as hell wrong and ill see you in hell if you treat me like shit you bastards!!!!!
I am not ashamed that i am a geek. Rivers Cuomo is a geek and he is like the geek god, but i know i can never compare to him and act like him. I am a geek and a loser and i really cant change that and i know that chicks dont dig those types of people so why should i even bother to impress a girl knowing that she wont fall for me or like me so "Why Bother?"
Well i am a Weezer fan and i like to say that i just heard the song "Slob" and everytime i hear that damn song i get depressed because the lyrics are so sad and the song sounds very sad and i just get real depressed. =-( Such a good song but it reminds me of my life and another Weezer song that i compare to is "The Good Life" its a good song but the lyrics are some what sad.=-(